Love

You know that moment when your heart starts to pumping harder?

That moment when the presence of a single person can change your day?

I thought I had something special with her..

Maybe it is just my foolish imagination..

Maybe she did not even gave a shit about me..

Why is it so hard to read a woman's mind?

Maybe I just suck at understanding you.. Us..

These days, the problems seems bigger..

In case you were wondering what is going on..

Here is a snippet

So yeah ever since that day, everything has gone downhill..

we stop talking to each other.. 

heck we even stop looking at each other..

But then again, I cannot expect much from this one month relationship..

To give you some perspective about this relationship,

we were classmates,

we only recently start talking in November..

and on Christmas, i popped the question..

and she said yes.

here another snippet : 

Maybe it is my fault..

Maybe I got too over attached to her..

Maybe I went over boarded..

But now is not the time to regret 

because i already lost her..

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AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

if you thought that was really, I would like to thank my fellow actress Jeanne!!!

It is a PRANK! 

it started when our classmates thought we were dating 

So we thought why not prank them!

Anyways the prank was a success 

and we managed to tricked all of them!

TBH i kinda felt bad because some of my classmates and friend told me about their relationship..

so I am really sorry for those who were hurt..

especially Nicholas... i am sorry bro ;)

To end off, here is a photo of Jeanne during our one month "relationship"

  

Until next time

My friend!

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Life

Recently i have been bumped by lots of crazy shit...

all this have made me reflected on the idea of love.

I always thought that love was prefect as long as you can give all you had and compromise.

My friends have told me a lot about their love life.

But one have bumped me a lot to think that my idea of love is actually not that realistic...

But well I hope that at least my first love is gonna be the love of life. 

Till Next Time.

Stay Happy and Beautiful.

The first is always the most special

Hi, this is my first blog post, so i thought i start of by saying HI to you guys, my imaginary friends. I would like introduce myself to you guys.

My name is Janzen, many people will pronounce it wrongly the first time but it's ok take your time. I'm from Singapore Polytechnic, school of business, Diploma in Banking and Finance. I turn 18 this year on the 15th of February. YAHHH!! I would say I'm rather lucky to be in my class because I feel that I have a wonderful class with wonderful people. I really hope that some of them will travel the journey life with me... OK, enough of the deep stuff.. Moving on, to my hobbies, I used to play the game league of legends with my beat buds until one day i decided that i didn't want to spend time playing instead i want to spend my time doing more meaningful things.. I recently got into watching vlogs and blog reading because I don't really know.. Its kinda interesting to see what are people up to be your friends or Youtube Celebs. I guess that's pretty much all that is to there is too my life. Im a pretty boring person i guess..

If you read till this far and personally know me, please come and claim your cookie from me! I  hope to post regularly but with the upcoming deadlines and exams.. Hopes are not high. I will still try my best to post as much as possible..

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